One, who seeks
proofs, seeks to prove, yet, there is nothing to seek and nothing to
prove—realized, when is!
The journey of life, as is guided by the infinitely intelligent
self-referral, always sensing and receiving the signals from the Source of
self, Source of being, though, might appear to be moving through turbulence
more, than the stillness of peace, actually, guides us to the peace of the
awareness of the whole piece that we are of creation—none alike, each unique.
The reference is always the self, the true self that doesn’t meet the eyes. And
to meet it, to what extremes we go, and then, finding selves, repeatedly, in
the eye of storms, and quite magically storm out of the same, too, as if simply
lifted we are, we are ultimately led to meet that which doesn’t meet the
eye…the real “i.”
We meet ourselves…and all rhyme and reasons, for happenings, gradually
fall into place, even if not apparent, as the missing piece, the sense of
belonging and being, our very existence, is sensed and lived every bit, in the
present tense, no longer wailing over the past and apprehending the future. The
rhyme and rhythm is found in the grime, too, the external clime transcended by
that within. The chime of truth, heard in silence, silences the rest. Then, we
do not have the eyes to see outside…either to peek into the past or to sneak
into the future, as the sight is turned inward, and the visions, received,
none, bleak. And even when the vestiges of the past, revisit, the experiences
passed but effects recalled, the mind is invested in it not, as then, no
seeking is called forth, as seeking isn’t felt to be called for….
What for? Because, the game of hide-and-seek is over! The pains,
discontent, that hitherto formed the contents of one’s life, are realized to be
the doing of self, the mechanism of self-referral working, always, with no
question of “overtime,” ever, arising! It is the self, referring to self, and
calling out, and as is heard and acknowledged, accepted and embraced,
transcending all conventions, finding the truth of the unique divine self,
unbound by any and all conventions, one receives everything…. That which was
hiding…because, was unheeded, as is found, and “feeds” from it are steadily
received, realized is the fact that all through, the seeking outside, yielding
nothing but everything, as ultimately is directed the seeking inward, had been
the undoing…. The “feedback” leads us back to what innately is yearned
for…solely….
Thus, seeking what nots, yet, knowing not what...seeking proofs, and
seeking to prove, ultimately, one realizes and affirms: “One, who seeks proofs,
seeks to prove, yet, there is nothing to seek and nothing to prove, as has been
proved, that that which is actually there to seek, is what, who, we actually
are already…all ready, to be found….”
Everything being within, and that hiding, justification was sought
outside, and thus, of others, and likewise of self, too…. Yet, finding
everything within, realizing, the journey is of realizing all that that already
is, is the purpose sole, and there isn’t anything to prove…explain…claim…and
none to blame, realized is thus, alongwith, no proofs are to be sought. In
fact, not even an iota of concentration is to be wasted on anything else, when
the taste of the true self, the real “i” beckons to be tasted permanently, and
its flavor, aroma oozes to touch any and many…. It is the light within, of
unique intensity, that lights from within, surging to light all-around, and far
and wide, and hides no longer…and in that light, each and all seek nowhere
else, but seek and find their own light….
Finding the light within, the truth of self, none seeks anything anymore…and
from none…the light of truth full proof!
Sushmita,
February 10, 2015
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